why do you have to be so cold....   i just want a place to call home. why aren't you being a dad like you should....  i'm tired, i'm sick, i was shaking but you weren't there....  to help me or to hold me...
  After 9 hours of work, I had to come back decide what to eat, to cook super AND lunch for both of us; I had to get groceries; I had to do laundary and offered to do yours too; i had to get in contact with my friends because they WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME; I had to be the one to arrange moving couches; I had to be the one contact your driving test; and I had to be the one to initiate our conversation regardless how you response.
  If you were to confront me of not being a daughter like I should, i want to ask: have you really allowed me to do so? Have you ever thought about how you have rejected me when you are confronting me of being cold? you've asked me: do I love you? that hurts me very deep. i'm going insane because i don't know what else i can do to let you know ... I've tried but i felt that you have never let me. How do you expect me to love you that way??
  I wish i don't have to come home. i wish i crushed into another car and that would be a good reason of not having to come back. i wished i didn't come home only because i have to. i wish one day i actually want to come home because

it is HOME.