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6月29日 message in a bottle最近爱上了几首歌，起床听，睡觉听，吃饭听，开车听……
Drive - Bic Runga
I hope you dance - written by Tia Siller
听到一首好歌觉得特别的幸运，就想捡到一件宝贝的一样高兴。另外一个人，毫无相干的一个人, 经过复杂的感情经历，用他们方式通过音乐倾诉。而茫茫人海中的我，偶然之中接到这样的信号，似乎身边的世界瞬间消失，在短短的几分钟之内感受到了强烈的感情冲击，甚至莫名泪下。这样撞击让我每每不禁感叹，疑问，究竟是什么样的经历会有这样深刻的感情？ 不知道此时此刻还有谁被感动着……
It's a moment of happiness to feel what they have felt, a moment of clushing and understanding. To find a good song is like finding some treasue in the deep sea. so pretious...and so lucky! it is something that a complete stranger has been through and now led me through his/her journey. As if they sent out a message in a bottle, and I had the bless to find it, to understand it, and cry and laugh with it.
6月27日 寻找幸福路上的一瞥 the gift in the searching of happinessHappiness is a mindset, is how you decide to think & react in life situation. It is a prize you can claim for youself. When you treat yourself nice, you are not spoiling yourself. You are rewarding and reinforcing for the decision and effort that you have made. It is a self created satisfaction. We can all find happiness, it's just at the back of our head!
幸福是一种心态，使我们对事件进行判断，做出反应整个思考过程的结果。它是我们给自己的奖励。 6月26日 答记者问1. 会不会很洒脱的放开你喜欢的人的手?
——不会，但是正在学
2. 你认为你在朋友心中位置高不高?
—— just the same as they are in mine
3. 当一个异性和你很暧昧的时候, 你会选择逃避吗?
—— why? ...
4. 你是个拜金的人吗?
—— 是，而且不知道去哪儿拜
5. 你18岁时很乖, 还是很叛逆?
—— 一直很乖
6. 你理想的伴侣应该具备什么样的品质?
—— 双性恋
7. 你曾经爱过几个男人/女人?
—— 2个男人
8. 当你喜欢上一个人的时候, 你会去告白么? —— 嗯
9. 你相信这个世界有鬼么?
—— 有，就比如说点我名字的这个……
10. 每天起床的第一个动作是?
—— 看情况
11. 你最满意自己身体哪个部位? 与别人初次见面你会先注意他(她)哪个部位?
—— 大腿内侧
—— 表情
12. 喜欢看鬼故事么?
——看你啊？
13. 看过最感动的电影是什么?
——Closer, Love Actually, Unfaithful...
14. 愿意请我去看[满城尽带黄金甲]么?
——看了一辈子后悔 such a waste of money...
15. 被点名之后你第一个想到点谁的名?
—— ...
16. 你的理想是什么?
—— 当一个穿高跟鞋骑摩托上班的CEO
17. 上次哭泣是什么原因?
—— 前男友找了新女友
18. 最希望让哪个明星当你男/女朋友?
—— 小虎队谁都行，最好3个一起……
19. 如果你有了baby, 你要给他/她取什么名字?
—— xxx roesky
20. 如果上天给你一个悔过机会, 最希望你做的哪件错事不该发生?
—— 刚来加拿大的那一件，上个月有一件，前天……还有昨天那件…… 呃，还有……
21. 你觉着生命和信仰哪个更重要?
——自由比较重要
22. 如果有一天一个同性的, 特好的朋友提出断背, 你咋办啊?
—— 呵呵，不是已经这么办了么。 各走各的挺好。
23. 你认为中国—或者叫中华民族曾经衰败的原因是什么?
—— 为了明日的复兴和日后的辉煌
24. 07年许什么愿望?
—— 善待自己
25. 现在最想吃什么?
—— 人
26. 此时此刻这一秒你在想什么?
—— 男人和工作，先找到谁？
27. 你同意不同意酒是因为难喝才好喝?
—— 变态吧，酒是因为朋友才好喝
28. 你有没有一个人自从遇见就再也没有和你分开过?
—— 嗯，妈妈
29. 你觉得越狱里的男主角帅不?
—— 。。。
30. 请随便写一句你想到的话
—— 我痒痒……
31. 你觉得不触及上层建筑（政治型态和意识型态）的那类艺术和文学对世界有多大意义?
——我觉得有没有意义，这种艺术也是会存在的。
32. 你觉得盗版碟的大面积存在是合理和正确的吗? 你倾向于它是造福了大众的还损害了别人的利益?
——在社会主义初级阶段，为了社会的稳定和协调贫富差距，盗版的存在是合理，而且利大于弊的。
33. 为什么亚洲男人偏爱扮可爱, 无辜和白的女孩?
—— 因为他们没福气找我们这样的 嘿嘿
34. 喜欢这种点名游戏吗?
——更喜欢爆头的
35. 你喜欢紧张忙碌的生活么?
——嗯
36. 郁闷的时候会怎样发泄?
—— 喝酒，听音乐，吃巧克力，写日记
37. 你现在在过你想过的生活吗?
——上个月是，现在不是
38. 现在回过头想, 你觉得你本科学什么专业最适合自己?
—— 艺术，技术类的
39. 如果你一下都找不到7个人来点名, 你认为是为什么?
—— 是正常的
40. 你的人生目标是?
—— 寻找幸福和爱
41. 在你眼里爱有多重?
—— 生命不能承受之重
42. 你怎么样评价你的2006?
—— 太多放不下的东西，太多留恋
43. 最让你难忘的事情是什么呢?
—— 爱的瞬间
44. 你最大的信仰是什么?
—— 因果报应
45. 被朋友背叛你会怎么办?
—— 断交，move on.
46. 你会因为什么类型的事情发生而怀疑自己?
——事得其反
47. 如果我到你家附近，你会请我吃大餐么?
—— 多大？
48. 明天会天晴么?
——有病
49. 怎样才是一个成功的人呢?
—— 答完这么多问题的人
50. 谁能告诉我, 活着的意义是什么?
——延续人类物种的存在
51. 年事渐长, 你如何看待理想和现实的冲突?
——生活的动力
52. 你什么时候结婚?
—— 你什么时候中彩卷？
53. 你脑中常浮现的画面是什么?
—— 比较暧昧的画面
54. 如果让你用你的生命去换一个奇迹的发生, 你会换么? 会换什么?
—— 我的生命是一个奇迹
55. 如果现在可以让你随心所欲去旅行, 你想去哪里?
——希腊
56. 失眠过吗? 你用什么办法对抗失眠?
—— 听音乐
57. 会不会做饭? 你希望你的伴侣(未来的伴侣)会做饭吗?
—— 我的爱好之一 他还吃而且会吃就行
58. 你最想做哪个动画片角色?
—— 大脸猫
59. 在你心中我是怎么样一个人?
—— 阿？
60. 觉得自己是个自恋的人么?
— 嗯
61. 你希望大学毕业之前做些什么事纪念? 你毕业之前做了些什么事纪念?
—— had a lot of sex... / had even more sex...
62. 当你告别校园走入社会时会选择在哪座城市或国家? 为什么?
—— 多伦多，机会多一些，钱多一些
63. 如果时间倒转，你希望从什么时候开始倒转？
—— 恐龙时代 6月22日 终于有时间闲下来做饭了今天给爸爸做了一个mexico 的 Safrito. 除了青椒红椒，还特地买了新鲜的意大利香菜，还有很多干的覆盆子。不仅有墨西哥菜鲜辣的味道，还暗暗点缀了一些甜味在里面。鲜的覆盆子会有涩的感觉，但是微煮过后，不光让汁液解除了涩味，还让天然的水果甜味渗到了汤里，好吃阿~~ >_< 6月20日 相信爱情 选择一种信仰，我会选择爱情。如果可以，我希望可以回到孩子气的那种天真和对未来完美的憧憬。love is so beautiful and life is so perfect. 如果没有现实来敲门，我会祈求电影中的浪漫，会向往童话中的结局。盲目也是一种幸福。
being nobel 和 being player 同样可以伤人，如果你一下子占了两个位置，你真是让人伤透心了。可是伤心有怎么样呢？想哭的时候咬咬嘴唇就好了。这也是对信仰的一种挑战吧？我会倔强而盲目地走下去，走出来的路，也许就是通往爱情天堂的真理。 6月5日 Be a girl, do the right thing!Now even under supervision, i felt a lot better about myself. more loving and accepting towards who I am. They remind me and help me realize of my value and my purpose of living. Now I learnt to put myself on the first priority. I think being a girl, that's the right thing to do.
I think the reason that a girl should be with her parents is because they teach her how to love and how to be loved. Knowing how to accept love and appreciate it is the gracfulness of a woman.
I have cooled down my paste and restablish many things now: dicipline, value, love, and home. This is a very healthy beginning. 6月1日 ouchman. that hurts. that really really hurts.... it was uncalled, expected, unwanted, but forseened.
it's a waken call, suble messsage but so blent that it hurts. i should be happy that he found someone new. i am.
i should also be happy that we had such a great time. i remember how... happy i was. that's all i need.
but i 'm still amazed at the changes... how Boom! .. how fast it has changed. like over night.
i'm gona choose my attitude on this and let it go. just let it go. like what i did before, whether successful or not, i'm gona try. 5月23日 学会珍惜
5月20日 我要 化蝶儿飞了这回真的真的要当淑女了。不开玩笑了。
黑的，dark.... 好像已经grow out of it.... ；
funky flashy ... still like it, 偶尔一次，不做长远之计；
性感路线太简单，谁都玩儿得来；
这次走一回高雅路线，试试 :) 5月11日 claim your happinessso lately i went through this phase... i learnt a lot. how to love myself. if god can give me a second chance, i'll treat myself nicely. i'll love it as a gift, treasure it and enjoy it everyday.
I have been overly stressed in the past week. My energy and physical condition has been drain significantly. My mental stage was in a place that i have never been before. I would find myself walking around the house, looking at everything possible, expecting something to happen any second. I would touching everything around me at dinner, at shower, at work... just to make sure it's there. I'd eat no-stop without proper chewing, chug a bottle of water like that, saying things repeatitively, cleaning compulsively, and just shake while resting.
and when it comes down to the naked reason, i wanted to love and have love in return. I had so much affection that i could not show. I needed family and friends badly and the most thankful thing, i got them. I was sitting on my ass and being vulnerable, but the most important lesson that i learnt is that if you wanted a change, you will have to make it happen.
I want some changes in my life. I want to be like a lady, like what i learnt from Mulslim culture, to treasure the beauti of women. I want to show affection and spend time with my family. I want to slow down and really learn how to love. and of course, i want to get better. It always takes something to have someone realize of what they have.
I want to use this as an opportunity to make a change, make it happen, and reclaim my happiness.
5月2日 just a thoughtit'll be nice to come home with someone who actually cares about you...
just a thought... 4月24日 virgin job experienceI'm just about to finish my first job. I did not know there were so much to learn... everyday, i'm happy and thankful for all the great members that I have. The best reward is to have a member tell you that if it weren't me, they would never step into a gym. I am gracful for having members understand my situation and feeling angry for me. I am fortunate enough to have them say that they are gona miss me. I wish i could stay around to see Rosa's garden, to know what happened to her fingers, to see how Jean's back doing, to see if Thelma had talked to her doctor, to teach Mavis dance... Tamara heard that I am leaving and asked me: "so who am I going to bring my tomato to? arn't you going to try it out?" I wanted to cry.
I learnt to give other people attention, to spend time listen to their problem and complain, to adobt their value, learn their life story, and to care what they care. Once you open your mind to learn their interests and value, it realy made me realize how big the world is, how ignorance I am. I even learnt to ask for their input, aquiring for their effort to make me happy. They are willing to do things make you happy. The magic is they will feel happy at the same time. Happiness sometime is just that simple.
one of the members actually introduced Islam religion to me. I love how they treasure the beauty of women. My friend who covers her face tell me the hair is the beauty of a woman, not every one can see. If you love yourself, you'd treasure it. I'm not saying i'm gona wrap myself up from now on, but that single sentence, to me at that particular phase... placed a strong impact. I know that I did not love myself enough to have others love me the way I wanted to. I wished i was a Samolian woman at that moment... 4月13日 HOLY MOLY @_@Holly geess...... I havn't been home for eh long time now, eh? since easter, some of us went crazy, feels that Toronto is not enough, so end up going to Waterloo just to clubbing, end up seeing a whole bunch of GarGoyles... yumm.... then got a phone call from friends who are visiting Toronto from Ottowa and ended up going Kareoke, made it to work on time the next day, then headed directly to dance right after, eventually finished up the day in their Hotel, 5 people in two beds... don't even ask. Again, wednesday, pouring rain, start thinking of leaving since 12:30 and finally walked out the door at 2am, arrived home alive at 3am....
dance, gargoyles, tatoo, abs, hips, legs, lips, strawberry custer cakes, water, swet, attentions, jealousys, admirations, friends, stalkers, audiences, ....
I'M LOVING IT !!!3月26日 if you were the same...i miss the moment to rest beside someone, where you can freeze time, let the world run by itself and you get in your own time zone...
would be nice.
to watch the chest go up and down, listen to the breath and the heart beat, feel the warmth...
and to find the lost innocence...
3月16日 love is my art projectlove makes me happy love makes me sad. It makes me smile it makes me cry. It inspires me by triggering all kinds of my emotions, feel loved, feel special, feel valued, appreciated or it could also hurt like eh b*tch.
If you love someone, SET THEM FREE.
3月13日 quite a weekendI'm sure we all have friend who we hung out with but can't make a physical connection, we all have friends too, who can physically connected with but fail to make a mental connection. so if you can find the person who can both connect with you physically and mentally, please precious it. it's already a miracle that you met this person. The rest is in your hand. I've found one, you should have seen how happy i was. but when you know that he's taken, that's just creul. so please don't blame me that i cried. obviously, i was mistaken, you are not the right one for me.it's not my fault even though i hoped, if not the hopes, i would never be happy. I'm not stupid, i learn from everything. Yes i'm hurt and it's all your fault. so here i am now, with hopes and courage, knowing that you are somewhere out there. I said i'm not afraid. 2月21日 Swing v.s. Salsa
I really enjoyed swing. The best part is when everyone just enjoying the music, and doesn't really care about how they look or if they mess up a move. Just purely the love of the music and the dance. It makes me smile.
2月15日 Valentine's Day!so many wishes. inthe morning wake up to a happy valentine's day message...
kelvin, aaron, sugar babe, bill, ole, rob, 熊熊, Adene，James, Suzy i am so happy..
so i thought "why not? i'm gona pass it on~" so then i got more wishes back from Charlie, Zuniera, Ramzi, Sally, Java, Maya.... and my ex Josh ...
FEEL SO LUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUVED.....
 ___________ By far the best valentine's day EVER!
2月14日 my collectionso I have been explored a little,
Among it all...
what do I remember the most? is when they hug me so tight and won't let go...
I remember the bone crushing hug at the air port, I remember the surprise hug at the mall before you left, I remember the cuddling at the back seat, I remember how you told me that you can read my hand, ... of course there were more than that but they don't mean that much to me.
I collect those little moments, be forever mine, and watch for the feeling to unwrap, over flow ... |
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